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| My Personal info I am Gay , single , 38, male and proud of myself for being me . The only person that you can always be proud of is your self . If you are happy about yourself , I feel you do not need someone to , to be proud of you . You CAN be proud OF who YOU are afterall the only person you have to sleep with is yourself . Someone told me once, It is very true If you keep yourself awake a night thinking about what you did wrong or what is wrong Accpet you YOURSELF and you will be Happy FOR being YOU. If You can not sleep with yourself HOW can you be happy. So think about yourself and all your sleepless asking yourself why you did something. You may not sleep with someone else if you can nnot sleep with yourself. I guess what the person was saying is the only you can count on is you . I Have complex life story so I will not bore with every detail . IF you ever have any questions for me please ask. Be glad to answer your questions . I am a poet , write song lyrics , unpublished maybe someday I will be . If I do fine if not that is fine too. It is something I do for myself therapy at times.I have many hobbies that I enjoy . I do volunteer work to much at times . List of my hobbies , I make crafts , cook , make quilts , collect turtles,Books lamps and other things.My friends say : " that I am a very kind and considerate OF everyone . My compassion for others makes them feel bad. " I do not personally see it . I am only Me afterall. I have been hurt Yes even spent hours in threarpy .Even lived on the streets. Instead of living with the pain. I have saw first hand what HATE CAN KILL not just the person who was killed but The person left behind. Still I can help someone else instead Dwelling in my sorrow and pain. MY life has bee rough Form watching my best friend die of AIDS to The death of a lover Due to hate To being sexually abused To being that last of ten Friends . Yet I find away to cope with my pain. Now the pain and hurt Are always in my memories but that is good In a way because thorugh MY pain I find it in my heart to Help others instead of living life in pain . SO NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE CALL YOU OR SAY ABOUT YOU ARE SEpcIAL IN YOUR OWN RIGHT. If you hate me for being gay Get TO KNOW before you hate ME. that is all I say . I think you could take you hate and do great things instead of hating . Maybe it is just me though. I believe that Everyone IS equal to everyone else . The sooner we all realize this , the better . Red , yellow , black , brown , white , or mixed . GAY , STRIGHT , BI , or TRANSGENDERED . Whether you 2 or 200 hundred years in age WE ARE ALL human . Even though some people do not know how to show humanity toward one another . WHAT A FABULOUS WORLD IT would be . If we all could do one thing LOVED and RESPECTED FOR WHO WE ARE . MY life story short form .I was born with a birth defect one ear After years of surgery when young I have something that resembles an Ear . I first realized I was Gay at age 6 . I had many problem growing up from being beaten to being raped by a step-mother repeatly From age 8 to 14 when I learned I could fight back . Abandonned my father and step mother at fifteen Yes I lived on the streets. I had my first boyfriend a at age fifteen he was sixteen . I was livng on the streets when I met him he was not a street-kid his family sort of adobted me for awhile until his father found about our relationship.I was thinking the other day what my life would have been like if I not lived on the street for those years. I do not think i would as compassionate, or caring of others. Sometimes life teaches us lession about ourselves that can other be learned the hard way. This in turn makes us stronger people. I will be working the page more now i have gotten my new place settled in a bit STAY TUNED Hopefullly add some new features. Would I trade my life for a better NO is the only answer to that. Why because through pain, surviving, living, and won an lost loves I had made everything worth the pain. YOU True strenth is in you can DO ANYTHING YOU Want SO Be happy. I would also like to thank MY homepage Server for Letting uset his space. |
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